been reading the nus dentisty dexterity things online ofr darrel to hear since he's in army.
his dexterity test n interview is tmr...i really hope that it'll all go well..
i really do
i know how much he wants it.
i hope tt he gets in...
not so tt i can get free dental treatment next time...(-.-''')
but cus he wants it...
a lot
haiz
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all i can do is juust hope for the best n believe in him
but no matter what happens
i'll be here for him...
and i always will
haiz
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went out with him today
went to lot1 in the afternoon
then went to his house so he can pack stuff for ocs n all
then went to jurong point for dinner cus its nearest to camp
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to think the start of this month i always went to white sands
now i think i'll always be going to jurong point
tts really like at different ends of singapore la
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at least now its not so far from my house n i dun take like forever to go home
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it doesn't get any easier
sending him off to army nv gets easier
i sitll feel v sad n want to cry when i send him off
cus i feel like i'm sending him off to suffer in camp
the amt of physical things tt they do is simply just unimaginable to me
(i ran like 3+km on friday evening n my legs still hurt...physical activities sucks)
haiz
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but i guess it'll make him a stonger person, physically n mentally la
i guess sooner or later i'll become mentally stronger too...
cus i have to be
without him with me most of the times
n being strong for him when it seems so difficult to carry on
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but its worth it...it really is
though he might make me cry at times...from worry or sadness
he has made me happier than i've ever been
he makes me feel so loved n that i'm the luckiest girl ever
that nothing else matters, that i'm the most important thing in his life
he always tells me that i'm the best thing that ever happened to him
i think he's the best thing tt ever happened to ME
and i feel very lucky to have him
to have someone who loves me for who i am, including all the weird things tt i do
n my weird moods
and all the trouble tt i give him (sometimes...i'm usually not a troublemaker)
and all the things tt i put him through (i think i'm kinda difficult on the mind...)
n all my insecurities
having someone who knows me as well as i know myself...
its a wonderful thing..love...
to have such a person to care for you
block the sun for u when he knows that u dun like the sun
who would walk some distance to buy things to make you feel better
to keep you company till you fall asleep and continue talking and singing just in case you wake up suddenly
to just listen to you when you rant and comfort you when you cry
to make recordings for everyday that he's in camp so you wont miss him so much
to write songs for you
to do everything in his ability to make you happy
and i really love him alot
and i know that he loves me too
so i hope that he'll get what he wants
n no matter what it is and what he chooses
i'll support him
like how he always supports me
good luck my darling.
i love u.